Today was another one of those days. A day when I desperately wanted to nap, but couldnt. A day when I really wanted to shower, but didnt have time. A day when I wanted to be a better example to my girls and not so loud and crazy and out of control, but I wasnt. [...] read more »
Oceans of rage churn Wild winds discarding the soul Unwanted emotions swirl Against granite barriers Until nothing remains Nothing but pain Dark eyes in fury Break down light Casting shards of compassion Into lacerations of love’s denial Hedonistic cravings Continue reading read more »
Here I am, working on finishing Book #21, and thinking about all that is going on. The class I helped teach is graduating today. I can tell which of the male students were crushing on me by their invitations to graduation and Grad Night. Ive had to graciously decline several times today. I just cant [...] read more »
Hope everyone has a happy Mothers Day! My mother is doing a little bit better at the hospital. If youre not on my Facebook profile (and you should be as I dont bite!), I was given some shitty news from my stepfather that turned out to be a lie. He was either told the wrong [...] read more »
My mother is in the hospital. Ive known she was in there for a while, hence why I planted the Zinnias and picked her up a pink tote bag with a full bottle of Sunshine perfume. Today I was told she has 24-48 hours to live. Ive already made plans to go see her tomorrow. [...] read more »
I am currently working on a self portrait for my A2 project. I intend to show how even the little things can make us go mad. And the use of Continue reading read more »
Vielleicht sind das, was mich so oft in letzter Zeit herunterzieht, die Schatten, die ich immer mit mir herumtrage. Vielleicht habe ich so etwas wie eine dunkle Aura, weil all das, wie ich einmal gewesen bin, die Ausstrahlung, die ich einmal hatte, nun diesen Schatten angehört, und ich sie nicht erhellt bekomme, ob ich in [...] read more »
Its the second day of spring, but outside it could pass for late November to late December. Shades of gray, dirty white gray skies, bare trees, dead grass. There are sprigs of green all over the neighborhood, but Im a little more into my own personal little trip than what is going on outside. I [...] read more »
Ive not been at the stables for several weeks now. Its due to a combination of depression and physical healthproblems. You would think that the one thing that would help with my depression would be to be with horses. Funnily enough, this is not the case IF the act requires: a horrid journey on the Continue reading read more »
BANANA -A very interesting FACTS This is interesting. After reading this, you'll never look at a banana in the same way again. Bananas contain three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose combined with fiber. A banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy.Research has proven that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute workout. No wonder the banana is the number one fruit with the world's leading athletes.But energy isn't the only way a banana can... read more »
