You see me laughing and dancing, you hear me singing or telling jokes. But you dont see me smiling, do you? Nor do you feel my eyes glitter with hope. Sadness has many faces and I might just have met Continue reading read more »
Esa noche se preparó para llorar
Tomó sus cosas y se encerró en su cuarto.
Pero ni el kleenex, la almohada o el tilo
Pudieron contener cuarenta y seis años de tristezas.
She prepared herself to cry that night.
She took her things and locked up in her bedroom.
But neither the kleenex, pillows, nor linden tea
Could hold forty six years of sadness.
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This is one of my more difficult posts. He is always on my mind and I will never forget him. I know this might not all come across the way it does in my mind but words have failed me up to this point and I do need to address these feelings one way or
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Poem about the frustration in explaining depression. read more »
Longing Sitting on the edge of a twinkling sunset I wonder Pondering lifes hurts, pains, and rewards Does any of it mean a thing Joy brings Peace Sadness brings melancholy Is pain the elixir of life I rise to walk among a field of flowers and thorns Is my journey any less rewarding I think  read more »
For me, it was 2004. I stared at the blinking lights on our Christmas tree, almost in a trance like state. It wasnt the colors or the tree. I was shell shocked at how fast my life had changed and how much those I loved suffered. In a year wed both had job changes. My  read more »
I've worked with people suffering depression for twenty years. I thought at first that all depressions were organic and that patients need to take medicine to heal. As time went on, I realized that if the origin of a depression can never be cured is not analyzed. Psychoanalysis therapy for the treatment of depression makes a person with depression for years, to get out of depression in two months by going to therapy three or four times a week. Patients themselves may not believe that their depression is ... read more »
In response to Tuesday's post,a reader asked that I post my break up playlist.
I have some pretty great suggestions to start (that's what you get for being over-prepared for everything - and German, so a little naturally grim). Here they are, separated into stages of break up grief!
When the break up is super-fresh and you're a smoldering heap of angst:
Simple Plan - Perfect
The All American Rejects - It Ends Tonight
Good Charlotte - I Don't Wanna Be In Love
When it's two AM and you're crying in... read more »
As I go through my day today I have been filled with so many emotions, not to mention tapping into some old feelings of anger and resentment. I know my feelings are by all means normal and understandable but I can't help but feel wrong for feeling this way. So I guess instead of letting my feelings get out of control and saying or doing something I'll later regret I'm going to blog my feelings, that is what I started this blog for right lol. It all starts with not feeling well so obviously everything is ... read more »
In my mind I wonder why its always the innocent taken by violence, its always the young that die. I look to the heavens for some answers, and as I gaze on high I notice twenty-six new stars blazing bright in the darkened sky. One for each of the fallen. One for each of those [...] read more »